The Feeling

I still remember that feeling on the night before I started my first call in that department. Time flies soooo fast. Now I'm having that feeling again, thinking that tomorrow is going to be my first oncall in this department. The difference is, the last time, I had at least five days to work in the ward and be familiarise with the working environment. But this time, I am going to be oncall right after I completed two weeks of tagging. Let's just hope that everything will be fine and just fine. Luckily my oncall partner is my own friend.

Since I started working in this department, I have no time to properly look and understand on the current issues in the country, mainly the Bersih 2.0. But I know for sure that I hated the advertisement about it, acted by the three actors - so lame and so obviously on which side. I guess this is not a free country, where people have freedom of speech and freedom of voicing out opinions. The government keep saying that there are many better ways of delivering opinion, such as debating in the parliament, but that is just at the MPs level. What about the rakyat? I thought rakyat didahulukan, pencapaian diutamakan?

I always wonder, why is it they are so chicken to just let the rakyat voice out their opinion at public, such as in a perhimpunan like Bersih? Having joined a demonstration of anti zionism and anti - killing of innocent people in Palestine made me impressed, the Irish government not just allowed the demo to be conducted, but also advised the Gardai to help manage the traffic during demos! We successfully had the demo, delivered the messages to public and disperse in peace. So, what's the problem? I do not think that Malaysian are that stupid or unmannered to do vandalism etc if they are given their rights to gather and demo. See, even the people who called themselves Patriot also chose demonstration as their freedom of speech. The difference is, you know what they want to talk about.

In my humble opinion, I just think that we need a government who is brave enough and purely honest to lead the nation. And please, don't waste anymore rakyat's money on unnecessary luxurious things. A good government fights its rivals sword with sword, not a machine gun with a sword, they let the rivals attack, and they defense and counter attack, not by backstabbing and injuring the rivals before the match even started. Be brave and more honest, sure rakyat will love you.

Now is the dengue season, beware of Aedes!
After I stepped into the ward for my first day, I already went home with febrile condition. Let's just hope that my immune system is strong enough tomorrow.

p/s I wish our prime minister can come and have a look at the ward, so @#$%^&, please give us some budget, so that we can replace the crusty beds, paint the dull walls and hang some air conditioners. Thank you.