Tuesday, January 01, 2013

This Is Not What I Wanted

This is totally not what I wanted. While others are enjoying life on holidays, I am suffering from oncalls by oncalls. The reason they gave was I am the most junior. Very unprofessional. I will never do that to my junior, never I did that before.

My calls are considered acceptable but were never too good. I still have palpitations on and off but I am glad that I have strong support from other ward staff. I am more worry if I have to manage a neonatal case as I have very little experience in this.

I feel very lonely and mildly depressed. I really hope that today I will have a good call. Early morning, I already have 2 admissions including a 2 month old baby. Children, please be healthy...and parents, don't bring your child to our hospital, please go somewhere else.

Ya Allah, please ease my call and guide me in everything...

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