A Catalyst

Petang tadi dah dileteri oleh rakan sekerja.

Get out from your comfort zone.
You will never sure until you start.
You will never know until you do it.
Don't waste your time thinking and deciding.
Don't find excuses to delay your decision.

And so on...

Well its super true, my friend!

Namun perahu kita berbeza. Arah dayungan juga berbeza. Penumpang juga berbeza. Arus yang dilalui juga berbeza.

Banyak perkara perlu diambil kira untuk sampai kepada keputusan itu.

Itukah yang aku mahu? Itukah yang ingin dikejar? Itukah yang aku minat?

Adakah perkara itu boleh membawaku lebih dekat dengan Tuhanku, atau lebih jauh?

Matlamat akhir kita berbeza, my friend. Apakah jalan yang terbaik untuk meraih mardhatillah yang seterusnya akan menempatkanku ke syurga?
Hidup bukan hanya untuk dunia. Bahagia bukan hanya untuk diri sendiri.

Seriously, if I ever think about and only think about myself, I would have been to somewhere far from here. I would have reached some level higher than now. I would have become someone now. But I still have other things and other matters to consider. I can't be self centered. That is just not me.

I already started to go towards the direction, I just need a catalyst to push me forward. And the catalyst hasn't showed up yet :(