Last day with Tok

14 April 2013 1100 hours
Another memorable date for our family. Tok left us to return to Allah. In my hands, in front of my eyes.
On Saturday I noticed that she was getting harder to manage when I bathed her. Yet she was still healthy with good appetite.
Yesterday,we noticed that she did not sleep at all since the evening before. When I bathed her in the morning, she got no strength at all. All she had is my strength. I felt hypoxic. She started complaining about breathlessness after I clothed her. Just in a few minutes, she breathed her last breath.

I was in denial. I asked ayah to recite Yaasin first while I went to clean myself. Then I checked for the second time. Innalillahi wainna ilaihiraajiun. From Allah we come, to Him we return. I pronounced death to my own grandmother. Ayah called mak at her workplace. Surprised to see that ayah had difficult time to break the news to mak. Then he went to fetch mak home. And the day went smooth, with sunshine and breeze...

Tok was buried at Perak Road graveyard about 5.30 pm.

May Allah forgive Tok, me and my family.