Esok kerja balikkk

Gelisah,
esok perlu bekerja semula selepas dua hari bercuti
cuti pertama dalam jabatan ini
bulan lepas tak bercuti langsung

Gembira,
weekend call baru-baru ini sangat baik
walaupun paginya berseorangan bersama new taggers
malamnya tiada admission langsung
lena dibuai mimpi ditemani gigitan nyamuk

Muram,
esok oncall, kemudian EOD call
siapalah yang bijak menyusun jadual begini
mujurlah bukan call yang menyulitkan
rakan call pun yang best
semoga Allah permudahkan...

Syukur,
Misi kedua sudah memulakan langkahan yang pertama
Bakal disempurnakan hujung minggu ini
Dengan izin Allah ia bakal sempurna
Semuanya demi kedua orang tua
Bolehlah mula melakar misi ketiga pula

Entah,
tidak pasti apa perasaan, apa yang dirasa
kadang tenang kadang resah
adakah itu yang terbaik atau sekadar menguji
sudah tiba masanya namun tiada kepastian
tidak teruja tidak pula menolak
cuma menanti petunjukNya

Need a mental check up :)

Escaped an hour per patient rounds today, hiding behind the curtain and slipped through the ward.

Tomorrow will be oncall in that ward with the hormonal MO…cant do anything other than accept it!

Disliking this department more and more, especially the unit that I am working now.

EOD calls start next week, fortunately there will be leave day somewhere in the middle.

He hasn’t come home for months…leaving the responsibility to me and me alone.

Been advised to go for a check up, mentally,hee..

Frustrated and frustrated…my God…heart sink and sink, not sing

Giving up on the thing, let it be just as it is, if you are not interested, I am okay with it, but don’t bother me when I am already planning for others…

If you want to know a person, see when he/she is angry or panicking, that is the real colour

However, babies are cute!

Tomorrow comes another day…